Wednesday, April 17, 2013

APRIL 14 BALANCE (and Rest)


Deuteronomy 5: 12-15
"13For six days you shall labour and do all your work.14But the seventh day is a sabbath to the Lord your God…”

“Covenant Cares for Kids” is the mission statement of our church’s planned approach to one local, one regional and one global project for mission work.  On Sunday, our Serve Team showed a presentation with photos and videos of the recent trip to Haiti, and Rev. Jason talked about the Tabernacle of Christ Methodist Church.   This Methodist church has taken in the orphans from a nearby home where the agency had to close due to lack of funds.  Covenant plans on making a trip there in July and running Vacation Bible School, and other programming.  Interested?  See Rev. Jason Burnham or Laura Jacobson for more details.

The candle wax cartoon.  I wrote about the cartoon of the guy asking for more wax because he was burning the candle at both ends.  With Sunday’s sermon, I thought back to that time and remembered how I wore my “candle wax” cartoon as a badge of honor.  I was so busy, that I needed extra wax- but I was proud of that.  That meant I was important to my company, and I worked even harder to keep moving up that ladder of success.  As a young mother, I believed in that badge of honor.  Why- look at all that I accomplished today!  I kept a score card of all the time and effort I put in, making my house spotless, my kids well-dressed, my husband and marriage happy and bright.  I forgot to take care of myself many times, but everyone around me was content, cleaned and pressed, and well-fed.  How good they looked was a reflection of me-right?  I was doing my job well-right?

Actually no.

I spent a lot of time making sure that that reflection was bright, shiny and all about me.  I worked very hard all the time to make sure people knew it was me that was the reason for such accomplished and fortunate family.  Not only did I not rest on the seventh day, but I did not give God credit for leading me to provide for my family. 

And I was tested for that. When my kids became teenagers, I had to trust that what I modeled and how I behaved gave them the strength to make good choices and live their own lives.  I found myself giving “free advice” and holding out opinions- most of which was resented and went unheeded.  My relationships with both of my young adults became strained, and then worse.  Because it was all about me still.  I had to have the last word, the critical opinion, the best advice.  After all, I had raised them and I had done a damn good job.  Right?  If only I had “let go, and let God”.  You know who was broken? Me, if I really was honest with myself.

I had to come back to a real understanding of what faith means, and what renewal can bring to an empty life.  I am working on that every day. And now after this spiritual reminder of “rest”, I will work to find that day to reflect on God.

Renewed Christian.

Last week’s challenge:  Check in with a current friend and with a lifelong friend.  Take the pulse of your friend’s life, and make sure to connect with “fierceness”.

Challenge for this week: Spend one day where you don’t do the work of the ordinary.  Spend this day on rest, but also on the replenishment of your faith. 

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